Though rather pointless, I should reiterate that I really don't do these much. Mostly because not much happens, but eh.
Is it just me, or is this summer
boring
as
fuck?
I haven't hung out with anyone besides my brother once since school was let out.
...Talk about feeling like a loser. Anyway, that promise I made to get myself a job hasn't been fulfilled, and most likely never will be this summer, unless by some chance the one random application I turned in gets me a job. I just want a job that makes it feel like I'm doing something, like moving around cargo in the back of some retail store. I don't know. I'm considering taking up my step dad's offer to go work with him, where I'll be tearing up the ground and local brush with large shovels and other tools so the excavator can dig a trench for underground cables. Which would be really hard work, but great for losing a lot of weight really fast and 'enjoying' that summer heat. What do you guys think?
Other than that... I don't really have much to say. Thinking about my future career a lot lately with all this free time, and I can't wait to continue my machinist/mechanical engineer training classes next semester. Though now school is going to suck a lot more, since my senior friends graduated. I don't know anymore. I guess it'll mean I'll have no excuse for not doing well in my classes. Ugh, but I guess I shouldn't think about school right now, I'm on vacation(supposedly.)
Guitar lessons are pointless anymore, I can't seem to practice theory on my own anymore. I'm just retarded, or something, I've been so dedicated to guitar until lately, wanting to become a musician, now I feel like a headphone/music junkie more than anything else, when I should be creating my own music, not listening to other's.
Potential to finish my band is finally here, sort of. I got the number of a really good drummer who was in my Machine Tool class. Can't wait till he gets back in town to call him.
Anyway, that's basically all I can think of right now.
Janak out.